Paper Towns by John Green
Review by Kate
Publication information: Dutton Juvenile / 16 October 2008 / 305 pages
Genre: Young adult contemporary
Where I heard about it: I loved Green from Looking for Alaska and sort of stumbled upon Paper Towns recently as I was digging through YA and looking for some golden nuggets of goodness. My love of Alaska made me curious.
Spoilers: As safe as an Amazon page.
Review:
Quentin Jacobsen has spent a lifetime loving the magnificently adventurous Margo Roth Spiegelman from afar. So when she cracks open a window and climbs back into his life – dressed like a ninja and summoning him for an ingenious campaign of revenge – he follows.
After their all-nighter ends and a new day breaks, Q arrives at school to discover that Margo, always an enigma, has now become a mystery. But Q soon learns that there are clues – and they’re for him.
I’ve said it before and I said it again: I love Looking for Alaska. It was a book I devoured in days after I watched students tear through the three copies I had in my classroom; three, and then none, because it was one of the most-stolen books in our collection. When I say that Paper Towns uses a lot of the same tropes as Alaska – mysterious girl, boy kind of obsessed with her, a disappearance that no one can trace – I couldn’t resist.
There’s a certain easy enjoyment that comes from the start of the book, too. The characters are funny – Radar and his epic internet project, Ben and his too-desperate need to find a girl, Q as the ring-leader of the outcasts – and there is a high-school feel to the book. Like the start, with the conversations in the hallway and the school bully in Q’s face, belongs in that category of 90s high school movies where it’s a little clichéd but only because high school is clichéd.
Except then, you meet Margo.
“Yeah,” I said to Ben, still not listening, still trying to see as much of her as I could without being too obvious. It wasn’t even that she was so pretty. She was just so awesome, and in the literal sense. And then we were too far past her, too many people walking between her and me, and I never even got close enough to hear her speak or understand whatever the hilarious surprise had been. Ben shook his head, because he had seen me see her a thousand times, and he was used to it.
I think there are few books in which a character you rarely see becomes such an integral piece of the story. Margo Roth Spiegelman is the Voldemort of Paper Towns, the character that drives the entire plot but is mostly detached from it. When she and Q went on their adventure together, and even after, I couldn’t decide: did I like Margo? Was she actually profound or just doing that teenage thing of trying to be profound? Did I want Q to get a clue and leave her on the curb? Was she really as complicated-beautiful as everyone else seemed to think? The more the story wore on, the more I couldn’t decide and the more it frustrated me that I couldn’t. I alternated between wanting to beat Q over the head and between understanding why Margo meant so much.
The “mystery” that comes with Margo, too, has something both real and surreal about it. There’s an atmosphere in the places Q visits as he wanders through Orlando, by himself and with friends, that I can’t describe without spoiling every place he visits. All I can say is that with the mystery comes a sort of desolation, an emptiness of Q without Margo, that I think spreads throughout the book. I felt lonely, at times, while I read, but I think the loneliness was necessary. I don’t think the book would’ve been the same without it.
“It’s more impressive,” I said out loud. “From a distance, I mean. You can’t see the wear on things, you know? You can’t see the rust or the weeds or the paint cracking. You see the place as someone once imagined it.”
“Everything’s uglier close up,” she said.
“Not you,” I answered before thinking better of it.
But here’s the problem with Paper Towns, one that I’ve mulled over in the last few days: there is only so much fever-pitch you can hurdle yourself into. The action builds in the last half of the book, becoming frantic and exciting, making you want to devour the pages whole just to get to the end. I had to stop myself with about 45 pages to go because it was too late to keep reading and I knew if I didn’t stop then, I wouldn’t. But the next day, when I read the ending, I wasn’t sure whether it was the right one.
I’m not sure if there was a right one.
Because Paper Towns isn’t really about finding Margo as much as it is about finding yourself, and I’m not sure there would’ve been any emotional outcome that would’ve fully satisfied every craving I had. Whether this is a good or bad thing, however, I don’t know.
I thought she would leave, but she just stood there, watching me. I waved at her and smiled, but her eyes seemed fixed on something behind me, something monstrous that had already drained the blood from her face, and I felt too afraid to turn around to see. But there was nothing behind me, of course—except maybe the dead guy.
I stopped waving. My head was level with hers as we stared at each other from opposite sides of the glass. I don’t remember how it ended—if I went to bed or she did. In my memory, it doesn’t end.
8 frosted doughnuts: If it’s a series, you want more, if its a stand-alone, you’re sad it stood alone!
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